Shahid kapoor madness storyy number 1

Yes,I am the biggest fan of shahid kapoor. People who know me do have an idea that I am madly mad about him.I know people think that I have lost my mind or I am crazy but I really don't care about anything. I was , I am and I will forever be biggest, craziest fan of shahid kapoor. I am in love with him.

Do not be a mistaken and think that I am some teenager who has gone crazy after an actor and can do anything for him , No I am a quiet matured person(sometimes) . I do still have brains. Its just that I love him. I do not have any plans of marrying him (of course why would shahid kapoor marry me!!) or any plans of stalking him or anything like that. Its just simple that I AM HIS BIGGEST FAN. I just have a small dream of meeting him and taking tons of photos(till my memory card is full) , and talking with him for hours. Thats it. No explanation on that. I am sure my wish will come true one day (fingers crossed).

I am his FAN since his movie VIVAH released. Before that I didn't even knew who he was. So in the year 2006 Vivah had released. I was instantly attracted to shahid kapoor and obsessed at the same time. After that my love grew stronger and stronger and I started liking him more and more. So Its been nearly 8 years (Isn't that awesome!).

As soon as I came out of theaters watching vivah, I was like ' I need to buy a CD for this movie, now!' (there was no internet connection at my home during those days) . And so after searching a lot for days I finally found a dvd of vivah( I still have it). And then I used to watch it daily. I also had my best friend, who was equally crazy about shahid kapoor. We used to watch vivah daily and then discuss the movie next day in school. We used to discuss about shahid, we were like ' Shahid looked so handsome in that blue shirt and black coat' , ' Shahid looked so awesome in that scene' and ' and that song is so awesome which shahid sings "jane kya woh keh gayi aankhon ki bhasha mein..." . In this way we used to discuss the whole movie (smallest details) and songs and even the background songs. Our only job in school was to discuss and tell each other about shahid kapoor's any latest news. I still remember one day a teacher gave the whole class a topic to write about 'An interview with a celebrity' as a part of an English learning exercise. We of-course knew what to write. So we both wrote a whole interview with shahid kapoor, and were jumping to read it in front of class. But unfortunately, our chance didn't come (stupid bell rang!) . So we just showed it to sir and all our friends (because we were going crazy to do publicity!). I think I still do have that notebook.
Whenever I see shahid kapoor on any channel I scream and jump like crazy. I watch award functions like IIFA, filmfare only if Shahid kapoor is performing or is comming. Also as soon as his dance finishes I stop watching it. I know I sound like a mad psycho person, but trust me I am not.
I have a lots and a lots of shahid kapoor madness stories and incidents. The list will never end, it will continue forever.

Stop Complaining

I was just scrolling my facebook feeds and I noticed this picture. It has a beautiful thing written on it. 'Go 24 hours without complaning' . I loved it so much and it made me think about how much I complain in one day. So I thought why not try this thing.

Well, In life I have seen people often wasting their time running after more and more comfort and wishing for better things. Like if you have 21 inch TV, you want 32 inch one. If you live in a flat, you need a bungalow. If you have small car you always are after buying a big car. If you have a smart phone you always need another new one and the latest one. In short we are never satisfied with what we have in your life. We always want something new. We never even care about what we have right now and we only focus on what new things we want afterwards in future. I am not telling that we should not buy new things or should not dream of new things. But I am just telling that we should learn to admire the things we have right now.
I am a big fan of 'The secret' book and I was reading 'The Magic' book recently which taught me to have gratitude in life. Gratitude means saying thank you for every thing and being grateful for even the smallest things we have.
Say thank you because you woke up this morning. Say thank you because you have a beautiful roof and a beautiful house for shelter, just think of people living on roads, you have so much comfort than them. Say thank you for the food you eat today because somewhere some person is starving, be thankful that you have great food to eat. Say thank you because you can see this beautiful day and beautiful world with this eyes, and you have two hands and two legs which helps you to walk, because not every one is blessed with it. We often complain that we want to look good, have a great face, have good skin, have a perfect body. But if you are blessed with eyes, ears, hands and legs that is more than enough.  While eating food you should be grateful and say thank you because you have good health that you can eat tasty food, just think about person suffering from diseases wherein they do not get to eat this tasty food. There are many people who suffer from crohn's and colitis disease which affects the intestines of a person and as a cure sometimes a portion of intestine has to be removed .So your health is so much better than them, and still you are complaining? Say thank you when you buy anything from mall because you have enough money for that. In short you have so much to be thankful for so stop complaining about your small problems and stop complaining about the things you don't have, because you have so much more to be grateful for.

If you are reading this blog, that means you are well educated enough, you parents gave you good education that you can read, so be thankful. You have a computer, latptop or mobile phone ,You have an internet connection, you have two beautiful eyes that allows you to read. Above all you have money for all this things. You surely have a lot to be thankful for. So just don't compare your lives with the 25% population who comes from extremely rich background, instead think about the another 75% of population. Think about the people who don't have enough money that they can go to school, or people who are blind or deaf or have some kind of disability, or people who can't afford comforts of life. I mean we have so much easy life than them. We have so much in life then them. When you start thinking like this you will be even grateful for the smallest thing you owe.
I am not saying that you should not buy new technologies or dream of new stuff , of course you should buy them. I am just saying that we should not complain about what we do not have and instead focus and be grateful for what we have. "Because somewhere someone is dreaming to live your life".

So If you are reading this just try to follow the words written in the picture and go 24 hours without complaining, trust me you will notice the difference.